On this mission trip I realized that I expect too little of God. I've always believed in miracles, but I never really expected to see them. After going to Mexico, I've come to believe that if we don't see miracles, it's not God's problem; it's ours.
We were on an outreach in a neighborhood of Puebla. It had been a wonderful success. We had done the drime, and Pastor Rob had preached a sermon and given an altar call, and about twenty-four people had prayed to receive Jesus. We had collected their addresses and were changing our costumes when Rob said that two of the women who had just become Christians wanted prayer for their mother-in-law, who was ill. Reide and I volunteered to go with him to pray. Upon entering the women's house, we saw the mother-in-law, an older, respectable woman, fairly well-dressed, sitting on the sofa in their living room. We greeted her, and Rob started talking with her in Spanish. He told us that she was suffering from high blood pressure. So he led out in prayer, and we joined him, praying earnestly for her healing. Afterward as we were visiting she started crying. Reide and I couldn't understand what she was saying, but Rob told us later that she was completely overwhelmed by the presence of God and said she could feel His presence. As we were leaving, he also said that that very morning, a friend had come to her and said that someone was going to come to her house that evening and pray for her and she would be healed. I was blown away by the fact that God had planned this all out beforehand and even took the time to let this lady know we would be coming. We hadn't even originally planned to be in that neighborhood on this particular evening, but because of some frustrating, last-minute plan changes, that's where we ended up.
After we prayed for the mother-in-law we were asked to pray for one of the women who had invited us, who was suffering from a hernia. She was scheduled to go into surgery a few days later. Rob asked me if I would pray for her. I agreed, but I was a little unsure about how to pray. So I asked Rob, "Should I pray for her to be completely healed, or should I pray for the surgery to go well?" He answered right away, "Pray for her to be completely healed, so that the doctors don't even have to do the surgery." So I did. And I realized what a silly question I had asked. Of course God wanted to work a miracle to heal this lady, and of course He had the power to do it, so why did I even hesitate to ask Him?
I kept wondering about that later that day. I think I just don't expect enough from God! So often I hear prayer requests for someone who is going through surgery, or for a doctor to do a good job, or that God will be near to a person as they battle a deadly disease, but rarely will anyone ask prayer for a miracle. I've become afraid of asking too much of God, because I've seen suffering and death before and don't want to be disappointed or disillusioned by a prayer not being answered. But I think the reason that I've been disappointed in the past is precisely because I haven't asked for enough--not with conviction, not fervently, not in complete agreeance with other Christians.
Our faith doesn't determine God's faithfulness. 2 Timothy 2:13 says, "If we are faithless, he will remain faithful, for he cannot disown himself." However, our faith does determine whether we are going to see His faithfulness. Just before Jesus raised Lazarus from the dead, he told Martha, "Did I not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?" (John 11:40). So often in Jesus' ministry, he was prevented from doing miracles because of people's lack of faith. But God wants to work miracles, and He wants us to believe in Him. His power wasn't just available two thousand years ago; it's available now, and it's available to us. If you believe, you will see His glory.
"Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours" (Mark 11:24).
"Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen" (Ephesians 3:20-21).
by Karen Olson